barely breathing

bismillah,

oh wow. most of my friends are still blogging wahahahahaha i'm gettin lazy to blog nowadays.
yeah because this laptop is getting slower day by day. akak really need to reformat this laptop. poor old sakura :B

anyway, my life is gettin complicated. spm? bad. not as i expected but it could be worst, thank you Ya Allah :') but then i still felt like a loser. why? why wouldnt you? your school got first in sbp and second in malaysia (got beat by mrsm) but u are not one of those who performed. sad. yes the truth is im sadd. well, wtv hahahahaha

so now, i dont really know how to plan my future. basically cause i think there are lots of students out there that are waaaaaaay smarter than me -,- well yeah. its hard now. and i dont even know what i wanna do or what course that i want. magaaaaad! can i just stay in high school? geeee.

oh yeah, i also wanna appologies for everything. yeah its for u, dear readers :| thats all. im being emotional almost everynight. hoping someone would act hear my heart screaming for help.

thats all peeps!
XOXO.F